This is the part where I apologize for still not posting the End of the World Half race report, in which I tell you that I got injured, hence why I'm all excited about a little run this morning.
This is also the part where I have decided to come (at least a little) clean about what is going on in my world. Mostly because it is my reality and it is impacting obviously my life, but also my exercise.
So, P and I aren't living together right now. We are trading weeks, one of us keeps Z in our house, the other lives in AD house. And then we switch. We are often still sharing weekends, to try to give some level of normalcy to Z. I will not go into the nitty gritty of why all of this is happening. Nor will I postulate on the future. This is the now that I am living.
So, how has that impacted my exercise? Well, I can't run in the morning when I'm at home any more, because there is no sleeping adult to leave with Z. And I'm still not sure about running at AD's house. I mean, I need to. I will. I just need to get out of my head about learning new routes in a new neighborhood, that's all. Wasn't a problem, really, because I was giving my knee a month off, but it is time to start running again, so all of this will need to get worked out.
What I have been doing is riding my bike on the trainer on the weeks that I have Z, and doing core work. I am very pleased with that. And on the weeks that I'm at AD house I've been doing P90X, all hard core like. I am also very pleased with that!
And last night P stayed over so he could watch the Super Bowl on the nice TV with DVR, so there was a sleeping adult to leave in the house, so I ran! I only went 3 miles, but I was so very pleased that I have not lost all my stamina or wind. I did 3 sets of 9/1s. And it was... perfect. I love running and missed it so much!
So there it is. Out there. For those of you who know me in real life, I'm still not advertising this, ok? But I need this blog. And what I found is that I can't censor that aspect of my life from here and still be able to really write. I know I could go private, but I don't want to. I started this blog a long time ago to document my running journey, and this freaking bumpy road that I am currently on is a part of that. I own that. It is where I am now. And hopefully, I'll be running on it.
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Vaulted.
Hugs on demand.
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